dishab baham harf zadim
az khodemon goftim, az zendegimon
az gozashte, az ayande
vali rastesh harkari mikonam delam razi nemishe
delam razi nemishe edame bedam
hanooz yade on harfa o kara azyatam mikone
nemidonam shayad ghesmato hekmat hamine
bayad gozasht
ya faghat mesle do ta doost edame dad
omidvaram taghat biyaram
doost daram bahash basham
vaghean doost daram
vali enam midonam ke dige nist
raft are raft raft hata bedone enke be man bege
aslan mano ghabele en harfa nadonest
eshkal nadare midonam ke dosesh daram
vaghean dosesh daram
vali alan manam dige mikham beram
aslan delam nemikhad enja bemonam
to en shahre lanati ke hame jash hese ono dare
khoda kone betonam beram
khoda kone
Az hame chiz badam
!!az hame chiz
delam mikhad tanha basham
tanhaye tanha
vaghean hoseleye hich kaso nadaram
!!hich kaso
rastesh hame chiz ba ham dare sangini mikone
ham khaste shodam, ham midonam bayad edame bedam
dar vaghe chareyi joz edame dadan nadaram
baraye residan be hadafam bayad edame bedam
khoda kone betonam davom biyaram o betonam be hadafam beresam
faghat hamin omidvaram mikone
vagar na az hame kaso hame chiz na omid shodam
vaghean na omid shodam
rastesh nemidonam chi kar konam
ya enke aslan chi begam
faghat omidvaram hame chiz joor she
khoda kone
makhsosan darsam ke kheili felan baram moheme
rastesh havas kardam benevisam
onam be farsi
nemidonam daghigh chi mikham begam
dashtam aks negah mikardam
deghat ke kardam motevajeh shodam
kheili vaghte ke vaghean nemikhandam
be zoor say mikonam
vali bazam nemishe, malome ke masnoyiye
fekr konam chand sali hast ke enjoriye , hododan 3 sal
vali chi kar konam
soalam hamine
az khodam badam miyad
vaghean badam miyad
well i guess im just tired
tired of everything and everyone , especially myself
i just hope i could reach my goal
for now i got nothing to feel good about
well i may have a lot , but to me its nothing for now
and i seriously dont mean to be ungrateful
but i think i need some time
...i know im using a lot of "i" s but
gosh i hate myself
so mean, so ungrateful, so selfish
...but still hes just hurting me without even realizing
gosh i hate myself
especially for being so weak
....